I don't have much to say. I need to live a bit more before I speak. I am making decisions and dreaming again. When one has lived with only the practical for so long the dream becomes ilusive, or when somone has lived without the practical for so long...
Today I am tired. I am just trying to figure out how to better enrich our lives. Do I need to further my education? I would like to but is that going to take us to the next level.
Right now there is a leak in my car and it fills up with water when it rains. When I say it fills up with water I mean that I have to bail it out before I drive and I have to roll up the bottom of my pants when I am driving because they get wet and the moisture travels up my leg. 'yuck' It has been raining for 3 days. Comiseration. My car also overheats despite paying for two attempts to fix it. I hope that it is just the thermostat but even if that is not the problem I know that the one I have doesn't work. I need to replace at least one coil pack and at least 1 catalytic converter.
I am going to go to urgent care in a moment because I need an inhaler and it will cost me more than it should. I hope I can find my prescription card. 'sigh' When it rains it pours.
But... if I go out on the patio the breeze is gentle and cool, my plants are beautiful, a mist from the rain gently touches my face...and I think, and think.... until I start to think that I should be doing something useful and I go back into the house.