I just need for everyone to be okay. What do you do when they need so much more than you can give. I feel my heart closing, protecting itself. I have no pity. I just need to be able to get up tomorrow and face my responsibilities. How can I fight your demons when I'm hardly enough to feed you? I'm exhausted there is nothing to fill me and you want more... somewhere in the recesses of my mind I understand and wish I could fix it.